~About me~

Ace
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Likes Reading Surfing the net Shakespear Reality TV

Dislikes Two-faced people Fish My old school

~My Wish List~

{Uni in England}
{This}
{This}
{And to do well on my A levels ;)}

~Fellow Reflectors~

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~the reflector's past~

May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 July 2007 October 2007 September 2008 December 2009

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Qana Crisis

I don’t now where to start, this anger that’s keeps on building up every time I switch on the news and see countless bodies being removed from that mess of rubble, most of them children. The death toil is 54 right now, how many of them children I wonder, 37 that’s how many. 37 innocent children have been killed in an air strike, because we can’t stick up for our brothers and sisters because none of the Arab leaders are man enough to say a crap to Israel, or even threaten to do anything about it. The best King Abdullah of Jordan could say was that this was an ‘ugly crime’ how expressive, the Lebanese people really needed that after almost three weeks of saying absolutely nothing, cheers. An Israel really want people to feel sorry for them, some spokeswoman came on CNN and kept on saying how sorry they were and how a complete investigation is going to be held and then what I wonder, what are they going to do when they hit a civilian building, knowing fine well that it was one when they did it.
The CNN journalist put her in her place, telling her that ‘You have bombs that you program where to hit, how did you mange to hit a building filled with women and children’
Her lame excuse ‘We were targeting the Hezbollah rocket base next to it’

54 people in less than a few minutes, that’s more deaths than what Israel, have had in almost three weeks of war. Doesn’t it make you sick and Bush can’t ask for a cease fire until they disarm Hezbollah, well he is going to have a rude awakening cuz like it or not, it is almost impossible to disarm Hezbollah especially after what has happened. Lebanon is Hezbollah or even if it wasn’t it is sure as hell is after what has just happened.

I’m just so frustrated, that I can’t do anything and must just sit here when the people who do have the power to help are just here with there tail in between there legs, for whatever fucked up reason they have. As far as I’m concerned it boils down to being cowards, your are not man enough to say anything so watch innocent people go through all this hurt and pain. The Lebanese people don’t need your half baked sympathy anyway, so yeah stay behind those walls.



My prayers to everyone in Lebanon, ‘Allah help you all, keep you courageous and make you victorious over you enemies, ’ Alahuma Ameen.


7:10 AM
Ace


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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

The chain tag!

I was tagged, thanks taq. This tag should get some kind of award, all the saudi bloggers would have got tagged with it by now.

Best:
1. Male friend: It would have to be Raheel.
2. Female friend: Nahool, although we are not really talking right now.
3. Vacation: When i went to Dominica, and my gran spoilt me rotten.

Worst:
1. Time of day: 1 o'clock on week days cuz thats when i start teaching.
2. Day of the week: Saturday.
3. Color crayon: That horrible dark, dark green, ewwwwww

Last:
1. Person you talked to that goes/went to your school: Asma
2. Talked to on the phone: Asma
3. Text: Khadijah
4. Person you instant messaged: Mal.

Today:
1. What are you doing now: Typing and eating idomi.
2. Wearing: Black and white night dress.

Tomorrow:
1. Is:Pay day (Wednesday, end of the month!)
2. Got any plans: Not an ickl idea.
3. Goal: my goal for tomorrow? Finish two chapters in maths.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: having to work out all those math problems.

Favorite:
1. Number: 3, cuz my cutest little sis has just turned that.
2. Song: Currently: Real love, Be easy, ummmm, listening to loads of Massari, love his songs.
3. Color: Light pink and sky blue, so typical i know.

Currently:
1. Missing Someone: BADLY!
2. Mood: Bad headache also dreading 1 o'clock
3. Wanting: That new camera, and to go shopping.

True/False:
I am a cuddler:Depends really, but yeah more of a cuddler.
I am a morning person: Yeah, I love mornings.
I am a perfectionist: Nah.
I am an only child: Very far from it.
I am currently in my pajamas: Night dress not pj's, but I guess it means the same.
I am currently pregnant: I wish.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: Nah .
I am left handed: Righty.
I am addicted to Blogging: I'm addicted to reading peoples blogs, does that count?
I am online 24/7: I'm not online alot, 1 of my emails got closed cuz i didn't check it, my mum just won't believe me when I tell her that I'm hardly online, madrey laysh.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Nah, I feel more comfortable around them, cuz they usually don't have hang ups and are more open.
I can be paranoid at times: Very paranoid, when I'm ready.
I currently have a crush on someone: Kinda,lol, ok yeah i do.
I currently regret something that I have done: To many to think about.
I enjoy country music: I hate it with every fiber of my being
I enjoy talking on the phone: Only when I'm talking to asma or taqo, cuz they usually have good swaleef.
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: Tell me about it, bio and teaching kidos, test my concentration.
I have a hidden talent: I can write, mo ana, the igcse examiners said so, ahh my greatset pride.
I have a lot to learn: Who doesn't
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: Nah not really.

Anger:
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Yes.
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? Mal, cuz she forgives but she sure as hell doesn't forget.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yeah, I fling something at my bros almost everyday.
4. Ever had something thrown at you? Yeah, my mum chucked a plastic cup at me once, it was a long time ago, so I don't remember why, mum's friend told her of though, hahaha.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? Scream my head off, but if it's mum or dad then the stare will have to do, cuz I can't scream at them.

Excitement:
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party for you? No, but they better, I have told all my mum's friends that when I go to England next year ya wal7oom if they don't, I'm expecting at least 4, any of my friends that read this I hope you've started planning.
2. Are you easily excited? Yeah.
3. What are you most excited about? Going to London next year, yay.
4. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? I'd go back to sleep.
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? Some chinese from Canton and a cold 7up,yum.

Self-Discovery:
1. Name: Aya.
2. Where were you born? England, London, St marys hospital.
3. What's your main goal in life? To be a good mother.
4. How do you want to die? In sujood, on friday, odd night of ramadan's last ten, after all my kids are grown.

Opinions:
1. Sex before marriage? Don't agree, but you can understand how some people do.
2. Gay Marriage? Really don't agree, and can't understand it at all.
3. Lower the Drinking age? As I don't drink, kayf7um .
4. Recycling? Of course.

Dreams:
1. What was your latest dream? That I got married in my night dress that i'm wearing right now, lol.
2. Have any of your dreams come true? This is kinda scary but they sometimes do, not important things, but like I dream about somewhere and then we might go to it later, it's kinda freaking me out.
What was the weirdest dream you've ever had? That I had Dorthys red shoes on and the wolf from little red riding hood was chasing me and I hit my feet together and said there is no place like home, and woke up. I had this dream constantly for some time when I was 7.

Love-Life:
1. Straight, Gay, Bi? Straight.
2. Do you have a bf/gf? No.
3. Do you have a crush? Yes, this tennis player that I saw in wimbledon this year, the most hottest guy I've seen, don't even now his name, ya allah, I'm gonna pay much more attention to tennis now.
How many beds did you lay in yesterday? 2.
What color shirt are you wearing? I'm wearing a night dress, but it's black and white.
Name one thing that you do everyday? Talk to my sis for hours, and read.
What color are your walls? Goldish brown.
How much cash do you have on you right now? Madrey can't be bothered to get my wallet, but it will be full in a few days, cuz it's pay day, yesss. Ok I keep on going on about this probably gonna get mugged.
I can't wait till? I go to England and when I get paid.
When was the last time you saw your dad? An hour ago.
What did you have for dinner last night? umm I skipped dinner.
What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? Black jeans and a green shirt from Nahool cuz I went home with her straight from school and we had to go out.
What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?Saudi blogosphere, its fast becoming an addiction.
Does anything hurt on your body right now? My head is killing, hence 1 o' clock is coming ever closer.

Have You Ever:
1. Have you ever failed a class? Alhamduliallah it's never happened, although that could change with a-levels, tafa2l.
2. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd? Yeah, those school concert thingys.
3. Have you ever not taken a shower for 3 days? Ewww no never.
4. Have you ever slept with a night light? Yeah quite alot.
5. Have you ever danced in the rain? Hasn't everyone, pretending to be on a music video.
6. Have you ever lied? Yes.
7. Have you ever had contacts? Never.
8. Have you ever tripped over something stupid? Yeah, i tripped outside of taqo's house cuz I thought there was one extra stair then there was, infront of her stepdad and my dad, how embarrassing, I was like awwwww limping on my leg, lol.
Pick One:
1. Samosa, Pakora, Kebab: Pakora.
2. Bollywood, Lollywood, Hollywood: Hollywood.
3. Love marriage, Arranged marriage: Love marriage, ofcourse, you have to be weird to choose the other.
4. Honeymoon, no moon: Honeymoon.
5. How many kids would u like 1,2, 3+: 4 kids, have a boy and a girl and adopt a boy and girl, perfect, inshallah.
6. Kulfi, Ice cream: Ice cream
7. Shah ruk khan, Orlando Bloom:Orlando, 6b3an.
8. Meenar-e-Pakistan, Eiffel Tower: Eiffel Tower
9. Lahore, Khi, Islambad: Lahore.

I tag, 3loosh cuz she hasn't been and basboosa cuz she hasn't either.


2:31 AM
Ace


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Friday, July 14, 2006

Here I come!

I was at Asma's house a couple of weeks ago, and she looks at her mobile and like:
"It's the first of July tommorrow!"
Taqo and I were just like
"Ummm, yeah ok"
Asma : "Less than half a year to go and 2006 is finished"

Which is true, this year went by really quickly for me, and I started thinking baout 2007 and all the reasons why I'm really looking forward and the few reasons why i'm not, my list:

Reasons why:

1. I would have at last finished my A- levels.
2. I'll be going to uni inshallah, back to london.
3. The final HP and Inheritance book's is coming out.
4. The fifth HP movie is also coming out.
5. I'll be independent having to look after myself.
6. I'll be finished with school forever (which in my case has taken a very long time)

Reasons why I'm not looking forward:

1. I'll be leaving my family for the first time and living by myself, which will take some time to get used and will hurt terribly.
2. Gonna miss taqo, asma, and buzz badly, ten years is a long time to be friends with someone.
3. The last Hp book is coming out(go figure)
4. I'm doing As level and A2 level exams in 1 year it's gonna be hard, hard, hard.

My looking forward reasons out weigh my not looking forward reasons, so that should be a good sign, right. So for better or for worse 2007 here I come.


12:19 AM
Ace


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