~About me~

Ace
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Likes Reading Surfing the net Shakespear Reality TV

Dislikes Two-faced people Fish My old school

~My Wish List~

{Uni in England}
{This}
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{And to do well on my A levels ;)}

~Fellow Reflectors~

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echoica
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~the reflector's past~

May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 July 2007 October 2007 September 2008 December 2009

Saturday, July 28, 2007

And so the story goes...

So i know i have completely neglected my blog. For some reason after you had to sign in with your gmail account it stopped working for me.

I feel as if I'm a different person since my last post. My family have moved back to UK for good. I know this might sound ungrateful but I really don't like it here. I miss KSA more than I can say, I ache for my friends you know even if you don't always see them, the comfort of them just being there, 5, 10, 20 minutes away. The comfort of knowing people that have loved you and know you so well are so close to you and you can turn to them. I consider that my whole life was in Saudi I was a kid when i left London. Everything that ever mattered in my life happened in KSA. I feel so lost right now, I sleep half my day away and everyone that knows me knows i don't sleep alot. Walla I'm on msn speaking to all those people that mean so much to me, that are cities and countries apart (and I hate msn). Knowing that it will never be the same again. I'm so immature I know that, as far as standards here I'm downright spoilt. It was ok being that way in Saudi, to be completely honest I liked it. I've got to change so much here and that's probably why I feel so lost. It's a different life, a different me a new chapter.

I close the first chapter of my life a new one begins, I hope its as filling and beautiful as the last.

I dedicate this post to Asma, Taqwa and Nahla three people that have filled my last chapter profoundly. I love you all.

7ikmat al-post: As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better: Money, Popularity, Fame...we ignore what truly matters - the simple things: like Friendship, Family, Love. The things we probably already had.

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