So I’m finally back and this time I swear it will be for good. I’ve missed blogging sometime things happen (or don’t for that matter) and I really feel that I need to vent about it.My blog as my sanctuary I can say exactly what is going on in this head of mine without being judged about it in anyway. I have become quite an angry person. I feel now that I’m always pissed off with my family my mum and dad get the brunt of that, I disagree with them way too much to be healthy and then that escalates into a big fight and I hear myself saying things that I would never have said a year ago. Being rude, disagreeable, bratty and uncooperative is NOT me, I feel like I’ve lost myself this past year and I’m gonna do something about it.

So anyways enough with my depressing rant, well another reason that I haven’t been blogging is because I haven’t had squat to blog about. I swear this has got to have been the most boring, friendless and unproductive year of my entire life, I say before comment with a pinch of salt. So we moved house three times (four if you count KSA) and we have finally bought a house and feel kinda settled in. I’ve almost finished fixing my bedroom.

Also

I’M GOING AWAY TO UNI IN 10 DAYS TIME. WOOOOOOOOT. I AM SOOO EXCITED I’M GONNA BE LIVING IN DORMS AND ALL THAT COMES WITH IT, end of caps cuz I’m kinda pissed that I didn’t get my ensuite bathroom, I made ensuite my first three choices on my accommodation but they put me with shared bathroom. Anyways it isn’t all bad I’m just gonna have to gather my fellow flat mates and do some bathroom talking especially to the boys. Girls are usually clean or even if they aren’t can be shamed into being clean but guys noooot so much. We’ll see i can always transfer to different halls if it gets to be a problem. I’m also really happy cuz I’m gonna be living in the beautiful city of Oxford which in my opinion is one of the best cities to be a student in.

I’m gonna miss my family terribly especially Hawwa, that’s really gonna suck but I guess we can’t be attached to each other’s hips our entire life.

So I think that sums up my first post will be back with more tantalising tales of my oh so succulent life.

Ramadan Kareem my lovelies.

7ikmat el-post: To be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, day and night, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle, which any human being can fight and never stop fighting

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